tommorow, one week to ourselves

somethings are way too hard to get over, its easier to vent and disappear when encountering these people that marked your life in such negative ways.

the obstacles that i have to face on a daily basis to get certain things done as a single mother make want to HATE their father so much more than i already do. for that simple reason, its why i will ALWAYS try my hardest to not have him involved, maybe some pictures once in a while to shit him up but thats it, i want him involved in absolutely NOTHING. i have literally sacrificed EVERYTHING, my social life, i dont work, i dont go out, i dont do anything because having someone watch them is really expensive. we move in a month to a country where we will have it all, and start from zero, i will work, have someone watch over them, and just start on my own like im meant to be. i can’t wait. but even so, i still blame him for EVERYTHING i go through with both of them, i know there are alot of single mothers out there, but very few like me, my life has been on pause for 2 years, its time to get back on track and start this new book with my little girls. seeig sophia walk everywhere and anna blabbing words all day truly assures me im doing it right, all without you.

made it without you.

made it without you.

one more week and im all yours :)

girl time

girl time

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The victims of Gaza: A list of Palestinians killed in Israel’s ongoing assault | Al Akhbar English
Updated July 11, 3:00 pm
The Gaza health ministry has confirmed the deaths of 100 Palestinians so far in the besieged strip since Israel began its relentless assault early Tuesday. Among those killed, at least 22 were aged 16 or younger.
The two youngest victims were both 18 months old. Mohammed Malakiyeh was killed along with his 27-year-old mother, and Ranim Jawde Abdel Ghafour was killed along with a member of her family in Khan Younis. The oldest victim, 80-year-old Naifeh Farjallah, was killed in an air strike on the town of Moghraqa, southwest of Gaza City.
The two deadliest strikes killed eight people each: One strike Tuesday on the Hamad family home in southern Gaza, and another on Thursday on the Hajj family home in Khan Younis. Five youths were among the dead in the latter bombing.
Victims’ names and ages were compiled based on information released by the Gaza health ministry, while the circumstances of the deaths were taken from the ministry and local news sources.
Al-Akhbar will update the list as new information is released.
Tuesday, July 8: 1. Mohammed Sha’aban, 24, was killed in a bombing of his car in Gaza City. 2. Ahmad Sha’aban, 30, died in the same bombing. 3. Khadir al-Bashiliki, 45, died in the same bombing. 4. Rashad Yaseen, 27, was killed in a bombing of the Nusseirat refugee camp in central Gaza. 5. Riad Mohammed Kawareh, 50, was killed in a bombing of his family’s home in Khan Younis. 6. Seraj Ayad Abed al-A’al, 8, was wounded in the same bombing and succumbed to his injuries on Tuesday evening. 7. Mohammed Ayman Ashour, 15, died in the same bombing. 8. Bakr Mohammed Joudah, 22, died in the same bombing. 9. Ammar Mohammed Joudah, 26, died in the same bombing. 10. Hussein Yousef Kawareh, 13, died in the same bombing. 11. Mohammed Ibrahim Kawareh, 50, died in the same bombing. 12. Bassim Salim Kawareh, 10, died in the same bombing. 13. Mousa Habib, 16, from Gaza City’s al-Shujaiyah neighborhood, was killed along with his 22-year old cousin while the pair were riding a motorcycle. 14. Mohammed Habib, 22, was killed with Mousa Habib. 15. Sakr Aysh al-Ajouri, 22, was killed in an attack on Jabaliyah, in northern Gaza. 16. Ahmad Na’el Mehdi, 16, from Gaza City’s Sheikh Radwan neighborhood, was killed in a bombing that wounded two of his friends. 17. Hafiz Mohammed Hamad, 30, an Islamic Jihad commander, was killed in the bombing of his home in Beit Hanoun, along with five of his family members. 18. Ibrahim Mohammed Hamad, 26, died in the same bombing. 19. Mehdi Mohammed Hamad, 46, died in the same bombing. 20. Fawzia Khalil Hamad, 62, died in the same bombing. 21. Dunia Mehdi Hamad, 16, died in the same bombing. 22. Suha Hamad, 25, died in the same bombing. 23. Suleiman Salman Abu Soaween, 22
Wednesday, July 9: 24. Abdelhadi Jamaat al-Sufi, 24, was killed in a bombing near the Rafah crossing. 25. Naifeh Farjallah, 80, was killed in an airstrike on the town of Moghraqa, southwest of Gaza City. 26. Abdelnasser Abu Kweek, 60, was killed in the bombing of Gaza’s central governorate along with his son. 27. Khaled Abu Kweek, 31, Abdelnasser Abu Kweek’s son, was killed in the same bombing. 28. Mohammed Areef, 13, died in a bombing in Sha’af. 28. Amir Areef, 10, died in the same bombing. 30. Mohammed Malakiyeh, 18 months old, died in a bombing along with his mother and a young man. 31. Hana Malakiyeh, 27, Mohammed Malakiyeh’s mother, died in the same bombing. 32. Hatem Abu Salem, 28, died in the same bombing. 33. Mohammed Khaled al-Nimri, 22 34. Sahar Hamdan, 40, died in the bombing of her home in Beit Hanoun. 35. Ibrahim Masri, 14, Sahar Hamdan’s son, was killed in the same bombing. 36. Mahmoud Nahid al-Nawasra was killed in a bombing in al-Meghazi. 37. Mohammed Khalaf al-Nawasra, 4, was killed in the same bombing and arrived at the hospital “in shreds.” 38. Nidal Khalaf al-Nawasra al-Meghazi, 5, was killed in the same bombing. 39. Salah Awwad al-Nawasra al-Meghazi, 6, was killed in the same bombing. His body was found under the rubble of the house. 40. Aisha Nijm al-Meghazi, 20, was killed in the same bombing. 41. Amal Youssef Abdel Ghafour, 27, was killed in a bombing in Khan Younis. 42. Ranim Jawde Abdel Ghafour, an 18-month-old girl, was killed in the same bombing. 43. Rashid al-Kafarneh, 30, was killed when the motorcycle he was riding was bombed. 44. Ibrahim Daoud al-Balawi, 24 45. Abdelrahman Jamal al-Zamli, 22 46. Ibrahim Ahmad Abideen, 42 47. Mustafa Abu Mar, 20 48. Khalid Abu Mar, 23 49. Mazen Farj al-Jarbah, 30, was killed in a bombing in Deir al-Balah. 50. Marwan Slim, 27, was killed in a bombing in Deir al-Balah. 51. Hani Saleh Hamad, 57, was killed in a bombing in Beit Hanoun along with his son Ibrahim. 52. Ibrahim Hamad, 20, was killed in the same bombing. 53. Salima Hassan Musallim al-Arja, 60, was killed in a bombing in Rafah that wounded five others. 54. Maryam Atieh Mohammed al-Arja, 11, was killed in the same bombing. 55. Hamad Shahab, 37 56. Ibrahim Khalil Qanun, 24, was killed in a bombing of Khan Younis. 57. Mohammed Khalil Qanun, 26, was killed in the same attack. 58. Hamdi Badieh Sawali, 33, was killed in the same attack. 59. Ahmad Sawali, 28, was killed in the same attack. 60. Suleiman Salim al-Astal, 55, was killed in a bombing of Khan Younis. 61. Mohammed al-Aqqad, 24 62. Ra’ed Shalat, 37, was killed in a bombing that wounded 6 others.
Thursday, July 10: 63. Asma Mahmoud al-Hajj, 22, was killed in a bombing in Khan Younis that killed eight members of the same family and wounded 16 other people. 64. Basmah Abdelfattah al-Hajj, 57, was wounded in the bombing and succumbed to her injuries shortly afterwards. 65. Mahmoud Lutfi al-Hajj, 58, died in the same bombing. 66. Tarek Mahmoud al-Hajj, 18, died in the same bombing. 67. Sa’ad Mahmoud al-Hajj, 17, died in the same bombing. 68. Najla Mahmoud al-Hajj, 29, died in the same bombing. 69. Fatima Mahmoud al-Hajj, 12, died in the same bombing. 70. Omar Mahmoud al-Hajj, 20, died in the same bombing. 71. Ahmad Salim al-Astal, 24, was killed in the bombing of a beach house in Khan Younis that critically wounded more than 15 people. 72. Mousa Mohammed al-Astal, 50, was killed in the same bombing. The two bodies were recovered four hours after the bombing. 73. Ra’ed al-Zawareh, 33, succumbed to his wounds and died. The location of his death was unreported. 74. Baha’ Abu al-Leil, 35, was killed in a bombing. 75. Salim Qandil, 27, was killed in the same bombing. 76. Omar al-Fyumi, 30, was killed in the same bombing. 77. Abdullah Ramadan Abu Ghazzal, 5, was killed in a bombing in Beit Lahiya. 78. Ismail Hassan Abu Jamah, 19, was killed in a bombing in Khan Younis that injured two children, one critically. 79. Hassan Awda Abu Jamah, 75, was killed in a bombing in Khan Younis. 80. Mohammed Ahsan Ferwanah, 27, was killed in a bombing in Khan Younis. 81. Yasmin Mohammed Mutawwaq, 4 was killed in a bombing in Beit Hanoun. 82. Mahmoud Wulud, 26, was killed in a bombing of a civilian vehicle in northern Gaza. His remains were taken to Kamal Adwan Hospital in Jabaliya. 83. Hazem Balousha, 30, was killed in the same bombing. His remains are at Kamal Adwan Hospital. 84. Nour Rafik Adi al-Sultan, 27, was killed in the same bombing. His remains are at Kamal Adwan Hospital. 85. Ahmad Zaher Hamdan, 24, was killed in a bombing in Beit Hanoun. 86. Mohammed Kamal al-Kahlout, 25, was killed in a bombing in Jabaliyah. 87. Sami Adnan Shaldan, 25, was killed in a bombing in Gaza City. 88. Jamah Atieh Shalouf, 25, was killed in a bombing in Rafah. 89. Bassem Abdelrahman Khattab, 6, was killed in a bombing in Deir al-Balah. 90. Abdullah Mustafa Abu Mahrouk, 22, was killed in a bombing in Deir al-Balah.
Friday, July 11: 91. Anas Rizk Abu al-Kas, 33, was killed in a bombing in Gaza City. 92. Nour Marwan al-Najdi, 10, was killed in a bombing in Rafah. 93. Mohammed Mounir Ashour, 25, was killed in a bombing on the al-Ghanam family home in Rafah. 94. Ghalia Deeb Jabr al-Ghanam, 7, was killed in the same bombing. 95. Wasim Abd al-Rizk Hassan al-Ghanam, 23, was killed in the same bombing. 96. Mahmoud Abd al-Rizk Hassan al-Ghanam, 26, was killed in the same bombing. 97. Kifah Shahada Deeb al-Ghanam, 20, was killed in the same bombing. 98. Ra’ed Hani Abu Hani, 31, was killed in a bombing in Rafah. 99. Shahraman Ismail Abu al-Kas, 42, was killed in a bombing in a refugee camp in central Gaza. 100. Mazen Mustafa Aslan, 63, was killed in the same bombing. 101. Mohammed Rabih Abu Humeidan, 65, was killed in shelling that struck northern Gaza.
[Photograph: Martyr Anas Abu Alkas from hill Al-Hawa in Gaza 11 July 2014. (via ♥فلسطين حبيبتي)]

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The victims of Gaza: A list of Palestinians killed in Israel’s ongoing assault | Al Akhbar English

Updated July 11, 3:00 pm

The Gaza health ministry has confirmed the deaths of 100 Palestinians so far in the besieged strip since Israel began its relentless assault early Tuesday. Among those killed, at least 22 were aged 16 or younger.

The two youngest victims were both 18 months old. Mohammed Malakiyeh was killed along with his 27-year-old mother, and Ranim Jawde Abdel Ghafour was killed along with a member of her family in Khan Younis. The oldest victim, 80-year-old Naifeh Farjallah, was killed in an air strike on the town of Moghraqa, southwest of Gaza City.

The two deadliest strikes killed eight people each: One strike Tuesday on the Hamad family home in southern Gaza, and another on Thursday on the Hajj family home in Khan Younis. Five youths were among the dead in the latter bombing.

Victims’ names and ages were compiled based on information released by the Gaza health ministry, while the circumstances of the deaths were taken from the ministry and local news sources.

Al-Akhbar will update the list as new information is released.

Tuesday, July 8:
1. Mohammed Sha’aban, 24, was killed in a bombing of his car in Gaza City.
2. Ahmad Sha’aban, 30, died in the same bombing.
3. Khadir al-Bashiliki, 45, died in the same bombing.
4. Rashad Yaseen, 27, was killed in a bombing of the Nusseirat refugee camp in central Gaza.
5. Riad Mohammed Kawareh, 50, was killed in a bombing of his family’s home in Khan Younis.
6. Seraj Ayad Abed al-A’al, 8, was wounded in the same bombing and succumbed to his injuries on Tuesday evening.
7. Mohammed Ayman Ashour, 15, died in the same bombing.
8. Bakr Mohammed Joudah, 22, died in the same bombing.
9. Ammar Mohammed Joudah, 26, died in the same bombing.
10. Hussein Yousef Kawareh, 13, died in the same bombing.
11. Mohammed Ibrahim Kawareh, 50, died in the same bombing.
12. Bassim Salim Kawareh, 10, died in the same bombing.
13. Mousa Habib, 16, from Gaza City’s al-Shujaiyah neighborhood, was killed along with his 22-year old cousin while the pair were riding a motorcycle.
14. Mohammed Habib, 22, was killed with Mousa Habib.
15. Sakr Aysh al-Ajouri, 22, was killed in an attack on Jabaliyah, in northern Gaza.
16. Ahmad Na’el Mehdi, 16, from Gaza City’s Sheikh Radwan neighborhood, was killed in a bombing that wounded two of his friends.
17. Hafiz Mohammed Hamad, 30, an Islamic Jihad commander, was killed in the bombing of his home in Beit Hanoun, along with five of his family members.
18. Ibrahim Mohammed Hamad, 26, died in the same bombing.
19. Mehdi Mohammed Hamad, 46, died in the same bombing.
20. Fawzia Khalil Hamad, 62, died in the same bombing.
21. Dunia Mehdi Hamad, 16, died in the same bombing.
22. Suha Hamad, 25, died in the same bombing.
23. Suleiman Salman Abu Soaween, 22

Wednesday, July 9:
24. Abdelhadi Jamaat al-Sufi, 24, was killed in a bombing near the Rafah crossing.
25. Naifeh Farjallah, 80, was killed in an airstrike on the town of Moghraqa, southwest of Gaza City.
26. Abdelnasser Abu Kweek, 60, was killed in the bombing of Gaza’s central governorate along with his son.
27. Khaled Abu Kweek, 31, Abdelnasser Abu Kweek’s son, was killed in the same bombing.
28. Mohammed Areef, 13, died in a bombing in Sha’af.
28. Amir Areef, 10, died in the same bombing.
30. Mohammed Malakiyeh, 18 months old, died in a bombing along with his mother and a young man.
31. Hana Malakiyeh, 27, Mohammed Malakiyeh’s mother, died in the same bombing.
32. Hatem Abu Salem, 28, died in the same bombing.
33. Mohammed Khaled al-Nimri, 22
34. Sahar Hamdan, 40, died in the bombing of her home in Beit Hanoun.
35. Ibrahim Masri, 14, Sahar Hamdan’s son, was killed in the same bombing.
36. Mahmoud Nahid al-Nawasra was killed in a bombing in al-Meghazi.
37. Mohammed Khalaf al-Nawasra, 4, was killed in the same bombing and arrived at the hospital “in shreds.”
38. Nidal Khalaf al-Nawasra al-Meghazi, 5, was killed in the same bombing.
39. Salah Awwad al-Nawasra al-Meghazi, 6, was killed in the same bombing. His body was found under the rubble of the house.
40. Aisha Nijm al-Meghazi, 20, was killed in the same bombing.
41. Amal Youssef Abdel Ghafour, 27, was killed in a bombing in Khan Younis.
42. Ranim Jawde Abdel Ghafour, an 18-month-old girl, was killed in the same bombing.
43. Rashid al-Kafarneh, 30, was killed when the motorcycle he was riding was bombed.
44. Ibrahim Daoud al-Balawi, 24
45. Abdelrahman Jamal al-Zamli, 22
46. Ibrahim Ahmad Abideen, 42
47. Mustafa Abu Mar, 20
48. Khalid Abu Mar, 23
49. Mazen Farj al-Jarbah, 30, was killed in a bombing in Deir al-Balah.
50. Marwan Slim, 27, was killed in a bombing in Deir al-Balah.
51. Hani Saleh Hamad, 57, was killed in a bombing in Beit Hanoun along with his son Ibrahim.
52. Ibrahim Hamad, 20, was killed in the same bombing.
53. Salima Hassan Musallim al-Arja, 60, was killed in a bombing in Rafah that wounded five others.
54. Maryam Atieh Mohammed al-Arja, 11, was killed in the same bombing.
55. Hamad Shahab, 37
56. Ibrahim Khalil Qanun, 24, was killed in a bombing of Khan Younis.
57. Mohammed Khalil Qanun, 26, was killed in the same attack.
58. Hamdi Badieh Sawali, 33, was killed in the same attack.
59. Ahmad Sawali, 28, was killed in the same attack.
60. Suleiman Salim al-Astal, 55, was killed in a bombing of Khan Younis.
61. Mohammed al-Aqqad, 24
62. Ra’ed Shalat, 37, was killed in a bombing that wounded 6 others.

Thursday, July 10:
63. Asma Mahmoud al-Hajj, 22, was killed in a bombing in Khan Younis that killed eight members of the same family and wounded 16 other people.
64. Basmah Abdelfattah al-Hajj, 57, was wounded in the bombing and succumbed to her injuries shortly afterwards.
65. Mahmoud Lutfi al-Hajj, 58, died in the same bombing.
66. Tarek Mahmoud al-Hajj, 18, died in the same bombing.
67. Sa’ad Mahmoud al-Hajj, 17, died in the same bombing.
68. Najla Mahmoud al-Hajj, 29, died in the same bombing.
69. Fatima Mahmoud al-Hajj, 12, died in the same bombing.
70. Omar Mahmoud al-Hajj, 20, died in the same bombing.
71. Ahmad Salim al-Astal, 24, was killed in the bombing of a beach house in Khan Younis that critically wounded more than 15 people.
72. Mousa Mohammed al-Astal, 50, was killed in the same bombing. The two bodies were recovered four hours after the bombing.
73. Ra’ed al-Zawareh, 33, succumbed to his wounds and died. The location of his death was unreported.
74. Baha’ Abu al-Leil, 35, was killed in a bombing.
75. Salim Qandil, 27, was killed in the same bombing.
76. Omar al-Fyumi, 30, was killed in the same bombing.
77. Abdullah Ramadan Abu Ghazzal, 5, was killed in a bombing in Beit Lahiya.
78. Ismail Hassan Abu Jamah, 19, was killed in a bombing in Khan Younis that injured two children, one critically.
79. Hassan Awda Abu Jamah, 75, was killed in a bombing in Khan Younis.
80. Mohammed Ahsan Ferwanah, 27, was killed in a bombing in Khan Younis.
81. Yasmin Mohammed Mutawwaq, 4 was killed in a bombing in Beit Hanoun.
82. Mahmoud Wulud, 26, was killed in a bombing of a civilian vehicle in northern Gaza. His remains were taken to Kamal Adwan Hospital in Jabaliya.
83. Hazem Balousha, 30, was killed in the same bombing. His remains are at Kamal Adwan Hospital.
84. Nour Rafik Adi al-Sultan, 27, was killed in the same bombing. His remains are at Kamal Adwan Hospital.
85. Ahmad Zaher Hamdan, 24, was killed in a bombing in Beit Hanoun.
86. Mohammed Kamal al-Kahlout, 25, was killed in a bombing in Jabaliyah.
87. Sami Adnan Shaldan, 25, was killed in a bombing in Gaza City.
88. Jamah Atieh Shalouf, 25, was killed in a bombing in Rafah.
89. Bassem Abdelrahman Khattab, 6, was killed in a bombing in Deir al-Balah.
90. Abdullah Mustafa Abu Mahrouk, 22, was killed in a bombing in Deir al-Balah.

Friday, July 11:
91. Anas Rizk Abu al-Kas, 33, was killed in a bombing in Gaza City.
92. Nour Marwan al-Najdi, 10, was killed in a bombing in Rafah.
93. Mohammed Mounir Ashour, 25, was killed in a bombing on the al-Ghanam family home in Rafah.
94. Ghalia Deeb Jabr al-Ghanam, 7, was killed in the same bombing.
95. Wasim Abd al-Rizk Hassan al-Ghanam, 23, was killed in the same bombing.
96. Mahmoud Abd al-Rizk Hassan al-Ghanam, 26, was killed in the same bombing.
97. Kifah Shahada Deeb al-Ghanam, 20, was killed in the same bombing.
98. Ra’ed Hani Abu Hani, 31, was killed in a bombing in Rafah.
99. Shahraman Ismail Abu al-Kas, 42, was killed in a bombing in a refugee camp in central Gaza.
100. Mazen Mustafa Aslan, 63, was killed in the same bombing.
101. Mohammed Rabih Abu Humeidan, 65, was killed in shelling that struck northern Gaza.

[Photograph: Martyr Anas Abu Alkas from hill Al-Hawa in Gaza 11 July 2014. (via ♥فلسطين حبيبتي)]

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